My Hopes and Prayers

I hope that..
I can always be with the man I love.
That kind of dream is good too, I think.
The dreams that I pray for...
I pray that the one I love is never sad.
I pray that the one I love is happy.
I pray that the one I love is always smiling.
Cause ..
I love you to the point of death. And even in death, I love you too much.

But then again why do we pray so much?
I'm a believer but sometimes I fall and don't have anything to rely on.
I don't believe in love anymore.
I've lose it all,
My faith is no where to be seen,
Myself as desappeared, I don't know who I am anymore.

Yes that's me on the corner, trying to understand.
Praying for an answer, praying for a smile.
I try, I cry. But why try?

I fall asleep and I dream..
"I thought that I heard you laughing, I thought that I heard you sing,
I think I thought I saw you try, But that was just a dream.."