Just us..

Abraça-me com força, faz com que os nossos corpos fiquem colados um ao outro.

Just hold me and touch me..

Beija-me e faz esquecer o mundo lá de fora.

Your strength will keep our bodies together.. 

Quero-te e tu queres-me.

Kiss me and tell me I'm all yours..

I'm ok.. but not alright..

And yeah you know is true..

But then again why do I even bother?
You simple just don't give a fuck..

Smoke

Let me smoke, let the pain fade away..

Just let me smoke the night away..

You can't

You say you don't love me but when I kiss you, you can't reject me.

You could, you can, reject my kiss but you don't.
You are worse than me, you kiss me even more and deeper than me.
So now you can't say you don't love me..

I kiss you slowly in the lips, just a little kiss so you will remember me when I'm gone

'cause you say you don't love me anymore.
One last kiss is this one I'm giving you, only a little kiss on the lips of yours
But when I separate my lips from yours and start to walk away you push me by my arm into yours,
you give me kiss, at first it's slow but you just go depeer and deeper.

You whisper "I'm sorry" into my ear and kiss me again but I stop you from kissing me one more time as I ask you: - Do you still want to?
You answer: - I do.

Me: - Isn't it enough?

You: - It's not enough.. It's never enough.
You kiss me again, now more longer than ever..

Sometimes ..

Sometimes I cry ..

Not for the lost of someone that once was part of my life, not for a lost love, no ..

Sometimes I cry ..

Wishing that life wasn't so cruel..

Sometimes I talk ..

But not to myself, not to the air, I wisper words for a person.

Sometimes I look ..

To the night sky, the one thing that reaminds me of you.

Sometimes I pray ..

For you, that person that I'd wish was here in this world.

But you aren't ..
You were never here!
You never got the chance to step this world.
For you I wouldn't mind dying early 'cause then you would be able to smile at least once and I would smile with you.
For you I would give part of my life, for you I would do anything.

I just wish you were here my sweet little thing! ♥♥

Changing!

Today the changes started!
My new life has started and things are diferent..
There's always a smile in my face, I'm not afraid of taking chances and there are new persons in my life.
No matter what I know that nothing can take me down right now, I always look forward and I'm positive.
One thing I know for sure, I'm happy! =)

My Hopes and Prayers

I hope that..
I can always be with the man I love.
That kind of dream is good too, I think.
The dreams that I pray for...
I pray that the one I love is never sad.
I pray that the one I love is happy.
I pray that the one I love is always smiling.
Cause ..
I love you to the point of death. And even in death, I love you too much.

But then again why do we pray so much?
I'm a believer but sometimes I fall and don't have anything to rely on.
I don't believe in love anymore.
I've lose it all,
My faith is no where to be seen,
Myself as desappeared, I don't know who I am anymore.

Yes that's me on the corner, trying to understand.
Praying for an answer, praying for a smile.
I try, I cry. But why try?

I fall asleep and I dream..
"I thought that I heard you laughing, I thought that I heard you sing,
I think I thought I saw you try, But that was just a dream.."

Who will be there when i'm gone?

Lately i've been wondering, who will be there to take my place ..
'Cause when i'm gone you'll need love to light those shadows on your face ..
Or can you make it on your own?
Maybe is because you just don't need me anymore ..

Have we run out of time?
Have we run out of words to say to eachother?
Are we over?

How can you sleep so many nights without listening to my voice?
To me the nights aren't the same when I can't talk to you only listen to you voice ..
You sweet voice that made me fall asleep so lightly,
'cause your voice is like a melody to me when your not around ..

Am I tired of you?
Am I tired of all this problems between us?
Are we gonna be over?

Such a long way back from this place that we are at,
You're not the person that I once knew
If they could only see you like I do
Then they would see s stranger too ..


Maybe you don't want me anymore.
Maybe you want to up an end to all this.

So now tell me what do you want from me?

I'm sorry ..

I'm sorry ..
I doubted you.. I apologize.
We're apart so I start to worry over the smallest things.
Just because you haven't called in a while, I start stressing ..
I know you're busy ..

But we must stay true ..
You don't make it easy for me,
If sometimes I don't text you or something, you just won't give a damn,
And in that cases I just want to give up and pretend that you won't exist ..

I'm not a good girlfriend, am I?
I need to grow stronger ..
I'm going to become much, much stronger too.

I'm going to be much stronger so that I don't need you so much like I used to,
'Cause if you perfer to talk on the phone with your friends than me, your girlfriend,
If you have the chance to be with me but you rather perfer to meet with your friends,
Than it means you don't miss me or need me that much,
So I won't miss you or need you either ..

I love the one that loves me, that wants to be with me,
I love the old you ..
I want the past you with this new me in this new and much better life! @

The pain ..

I have this pain in my chest for so long ..
I've asked the doctors what it was ..
But they said "there's nothing there, you're fine" ..
They say I'm fine but I still feel this pain inside me ..
If they can't find it then it means is somenting in my mind?
Maybe is because you're far away from me ..
Maybe is because I can't touch you ..
Maybe is because I don't have reasons to be happy ..
I just know that it hurts so much ..
That sometimes I can't even breath ..
I want it to stop ..
So I think of you, I think of the ones that make me smile ..
Anda then the pain just goes away ..

Just from a smile, all the bad things go away ..

No more pain,no more suffering, but only happiness ..

And a smile =)